胃痛

讨厌胃痛的感觉，胃痛来时就表示身体，心理出状况了。我不是一个会让自己劳累的人，但是在这个地方，我却一而再，再而三的让自己崩溃。很累了~

讨厌每每出现在不对时的那些电话，精神紧张，很累~ 我只想，工作以后，得到真正的休息。

讨厌在别人面前演戏， 真的很累~

重生

风雨过后，应该就会有晴天，和彩虹。这我相信~这是科学论理，不是童话故事。所以我相信~
长时间的无眠和压抑，得到了解放，虽然不晓得这些新朋友能不能接受。但我还是做了。

第367天的开始，早上起床的那股冲劲，会让我对工作的热情都回来了吧？！热情回来！！热情回来！！

觉得啊~ 现在的我很需要那份力量，否则的话， 好像会很难再维持下去。

嗯~ 好像有点对不起lydia，恩~好吧，以后会对她好一点~

GOsh~ SO much different~

i was really surprise when he found me, and i was trying so hard to google this fellow. Unfortunately, there was no such record found.

How can a guy be so much different?! years ago and now?!

Gone thru the artworks, i couldn't believe that he's no more a psycee~

I couldn't get my eyes off from these pieces, so adorable~

Break

had so many dayz off within a month
went for a date, yup, a date, but i felt that he's not the right person
went for a meeting with buddie, hmm, only two of us, watched Bounty Hunter
went for lunch, went to renew passport, and did some research

once again, i find it difficult.
years ago, i chose it, and luckily im fine with it
months ago, i was struggling and finally i chose to stay
now, the rest thought im planning for something, but im not...

im still struggling~Where, What, When, Which, How~

A genius work

im the genius, hahaha~ only applied for yesterday.

i've got my air tickets and research as well as planning must start soon~

who know if i'll still be around by then~ no one cares...

meaningless task will not hold me from planning something else~

but before any plans, need a check up~ there must be something wrong and i dont wanna get addicted to drug again~

anyway, has blocked DR Yap on next week~ hope everything is fine then~

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Hate doing stupid stuffs!!

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Dont care about the fellow, hate him~

give me a ring, please dont expect me to beg u~ i will not do this!!!

@Holic

emotional + freak + comm failure

aches caused emotional, aches caused malfunction, aches caused...

whenever it turns, the same thought will be running around in my mind

someday, and we believed it is closer and closer yet no action will be taken

but, once it a stand is agreed, there will be no way back~

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it's all over again, superb perhaps?!

will not depends on anyone, anything and anywhere~

Hmm~ a meaningless occasion will not brings everything alive

后遗症

前两天休假中，和朋友闲聊的结论:
1) 在山上呆太久，性格变得不一样了。 变得怎么不一样？！请教~

2）在山上呆太久，“笑点“变得很低了。怎么解说为过低？！请教~
3）在山上呆太久，变得挫挫的，呆呆的。有很呆吗？！请教~
4) 在山上呆太久，变胖了。这是真的，我承认~
5）在山上呆太久，时事新闻（娱乐的)变得不灵通了。这我承认啦！！！
6）在山上呆太久，嗯~好像没了?!

在此我们有请我的“猪朋狗友”们，不对不对， 是我亲爱的老友们发表意见！！

接近遗忘

For the past 9 months, i was hopping around at wretch. Complaining about my job, complaining about the surrounding stuffs, cursing everyone....mostly non sense~

19 days to a year, and yet i'm not sure if i like this or i get use to it..already?!

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Screen thru the older posts, thought it gonna be a long way to go, but it seems like nothing now~

A list of DISLIKE which i've compile from the past 9 months:
1) Empty promises
2) Empty promises
3) Empty promises
4) Empty promises
5) Empty promises
6) Empty promises
7) Empty promises
8) Empty promises
9) Empty promises
10) Empty promises

It really hurts, and an idiot like me have got no questions for you and don't even want to hear a single word from you. Can i just block you from every medium i have?!

我不想回去，我不想工作，我不想离开我身边的人，事，物。

我不想放弃，那得来不易的收获，我不想浪费了我三年的努力。

我想我的成绩单能变的漂亮可观一些，我想要证明我并不是一个懦弱的人，我想凭自己的实力作出一些成绩。

就像，某人所说的，鱼与熊掌！！

我是一个很贪心的人，单纯的面包日子并不适合我，我要的是能每天上馆子的生活。

我晓得，我要的是什么，我也知道我在等待的是什么，接下来的就只是时间的问题。

别人都劝我，在忍耐一下下吧！！但是，我总会觉得时间过的很慢，很慢。乌龟也爬得比时间快，但是我真的别无选择了吗？！

难道，我必须开始计算那倒数的日子了吗？！

lolly pop balloon

A launch of new peak point,a new idea of balloon. lollipop balloon!!!